Ash

June 23rd, 2004

11:26 pm
Ahhh... the wonderful world of emulators, grr.. thanks alot Mike! The past 2 days I have been addicted to playing Super Mario World. *sigh* I have turned down outings simply so I could stay at my computer and stomp on koopa shells. I want a pool, my neighbours have a pool, and my long-lost friend is visiting from the states and staying at their house but I can't possibly go over and introduce myself, he'll have no clue who I am hehe, it's been nearly 6 years! In other words Andrew still won't leave me alone after I go through all the trouble of convincing him I'm a lezbian, tisk tisk, he has a girlfriend too! Eeww.. what a serious man whore!

June 21st, 2004

11:27 pm
I slept badly last night :( Did not fall asleep until nearly 6 oclock, and I was supposed to get up early too to go for breakfast with a friend. But that didn't happen so I did chores most of the day and was lazy. Then tonight I went and hung out with JG, Vlad, Simon, Jamie, Phil and Ryan and I watched them do crazy bike stunts and ending in the breaking of Phil's bike. *applause* I'm so crazy tired right now, it will be an early night for me!
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June 20th, 2004

11:57 pm
Well today I woke up extremely early to go to visit my poppy's house near Kingston cause my dad wanted to go skeet shooting to try out his new father's day gift. So we left the house around 930 and got there around 12 because we stopped at a chip truck for lunch :) My cousins were there when I arrived so I wasn't bored all afternoon! Me and Becca glanced through promdress magazines and found some really hot ones but others are so hideous! I really hate the 2 peice ones that show your stumoch, it's so slutty and unelegant. So yes we had a barbeque and then asked Poppy if we could take the motorboat out and he said yes because he was under the assumption at least one of us knew how to use it! Haha so it took us like half an hour to get it bailed and push it off, there were so many spiders too my gosh, but I have just about conquered my fear of them! So we get it into the middle of the lake when we realise it's like half full of water... what do you know a giant hole! so we start bailing and then shove a stick in the hole and save the day! So then we go over to the dam and got out, went exploring and went and visited our old treehouse! Come back to the house and boohoo time to come home! Get back around 7 and very lazy. Supposed to meet Brandon but I don't want to be grounded for sneaking out so I'll stay home tonight! la de da!

June 19th, 2004

12:52 am
Today I woke up really late and was very lethargic all afternoon,I helped my mom make a poster though for the family reunion tomorrow. Eric's partay was this evening. We had a scavenger hunt and I was on a team with Marissa, Amanda and Brett. We thought for sure we had lost since we only collected 2 out of 12 shells but luckily ours were worth the most points so I got 5$ for Timmy Ho's. We then watched Eurotrip which continues to be a freaking hellarious movie! *Don't tell Scotty, cause Scotty doesn't know!* Then laughed so hard with Brianna during Texas Chainsaw Massacre.
Damn Family Reunion tomorrow, all the way down in Kingston. We'll see how it goes.

June 16th, 2004

10:44 pm
Yay, no more exams! Civics took me longer than I thought it would but still simple!
Went shopping with Olga after school today, bought a swimsuit and a dress. Tomorrow I am volunteering at school with the Music Department, sorting music and stuff, then busing to Wendy's for an ultra cool pool partay! Yahoo! Oh I must tell you a quick story about my good deed! Okay well we are walking in MM when some oldlady comes up to me and asks me if I can walk her to the other side of the mall, and so I did, and she said I was like her grandaughter and told me her life story... so like 5 mins later we get there and then I left her to do some card shopping... and walk back and everyone is laughing at me... but I still felt warm and fuzzy inside! So then this evening my bhaven homies came and picked me up (JG, Jamie, Tim, Phil) and we smashed up a broken bike... yay, odd amusement! Went home and watched southpark, need to get up early tomorrow to get hours so I'm off to bed!

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June 6th, 2004

11:19 pm
Had a terrific weekend!

Saturday Julie came over and we played with ma ESP board, and she is gonna marry Robert and have 3 kids with him... she will never fuck another man :O We watched Monster which is an excellent sad movie with some wonderful lezbian sequences! She had her little boyfriend over all afternoon until like 8oclock but they don't do anything so it's not like I was a third wheel, plus we hung out with Theresa alot too so it was grand. Made the most awesome dessert ever, angel food cake with whipped cream and berries! Then we snuck out around 130 and met Brandon at the park, talked and stuff, and then came home and slept around 330.

Sunday we were so rudely forced out of bed at 11 and I had the weirdest dream about some show called Elimidate which I have never actually watched... Went to Timmy Ho's for breakfast then over to her boyfriends house for another long while... dum de dum. Finally kicked Julie out and went over to help Olga study for French exam and she actually concentrated and learned a little bit... so proud for remembering MRS RD VANDERTRAMP. Got picked up to go watch Harry Potter which I didn't enjoy all that much, I wasn't all that let down though cause my expectations weren't extremely high. Went to DQ after and had a Crunchie Blizzard... soooo good! mmm...! Ryan won't talk to me, what a strange fellow. I'm presently burning JG's Nirvana cd which I must return tomorrow, still debating what time to go to school for.

June 5th, 2004

12:26 am
Great day today, here is why:

+ completely filled up my yearbook
+ took most of my shit out of my locker and brought it home
+ made 25 bucks babysitting, brings my grand total up to $35!
+ played big game of football today and posed for pictures
+ nice, deep chat with Andrew about life
+ watched Gingersnaps, what a crazy, disgusting, scary but strangely delighting, low special fx movie
+ last day of school!
+ smoothies in fitness
+ my own special drink at home!

- got home too damn late to do anything
- find mom piss-drunk on the couch

Hm.. time to start studying my ass off to pass math, gonna review french on Sunday with Olga. Yay weekend!

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May 26th, 2004

09:43 pm
Well I stayed home today, did some cleaning and Ryan came over. (No I did not skip the day to go fool around with Justin) I can't believe Julie would start something as random as that. I hate rumours. So my dad bought ROTK today so I watched that tonight and ordered pizza. My cousin Becky has some canoe race type thing in Ottawa this weekend so I get to visit with her on Saturday :) I need to start my ISU's, was going to today but I got lazy. Cannot wait until summer time. Only 8 school days away!

May 25th, 2004

09:10 pm
Fuck i am so pissed off right now! My mom is a fucking drunk bitch, screaming at me all night for doing NOTHING wrong. "Why weren't you playing tonight? I wasted my fucking time with you... nanananana" "I wasn't playing cause I had goddamn piccolo music ok?" "Shut up and go to bed" It's fucking 9 oclock, why do i have to go to bed!?! Owell at least she's too dumb to know I'm downstairs as opposed to up in my room. What an asshole! And then I'm also pissed because I didn't get to watch ROTK today.

Owell, Thursday is one acts, that should be hella fun :) Friday going to a study session at Marissa's for math, which I really need help with so that should be good.... pretty shitty weekend however because my bitch of a mom has grounded me on account that I spilt some lettuce while trying to make a salad and because I told my brother to take out the garbage... oh and of course I don't appreciate anything she ever does for me. Bullshit. grrr...

Thanks so much for my website eh Mike? It is the coolest thing! hehe really cheery! and then Monty Python, yes :)I like Traffic Lights!

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May 24th, 2004

09:58 pm
Long weekend is over, damn it, I'll miss this whole sleeping in deal. So Saturday I slept all day and then did some gardening. Sunday I did even more gardening and then went and saw Troy. It is such an amazing movie omy gosh I loved it sooo much!Terrific fighting. Eric Bana is incredibly hot, plus it showed a preview for Keanu Reeves' new flick! Then today I woke up early and then made plans to go hang out with Ryan, then didn't, so me, Olga and JG went to Dairy Queen where I enjoyed a strawberry cheesequake blizzard! Then it rained alot so mommy took us home. And I just watched South Park! Lord of the Rings comes out on video tomorrow! I can hardly wait! But then I have a band concert in the evening.

May 21st, 2004

10:31 pm
Today was probabbly the best day I had all week! Went to the art show during many classes, Juli'es birthday, Subway, seeing my psychic again... that guy is weird... according to him:

* I lead with my heart
* am very sentimental
* rush into everything
* need to "slow down" in relationships
* am going to get really hurt and turn to drugs and alcohol
* am too "easy"
* a bunch of other bullshit

Some of it makes sense but some of it is questionable... it was crazy he was like my guidance councellor "Don't have sex, don't do drugs, don't drink". Told Marissa some very relevant stuff... how she is very bossy and it's "her way or the highway" no offence hun... but it IS true lol. Watching Space channel cause, it seems I have nothing better to do on a friday night...

Had fun at Wendy's today, watched looney toons, ate pizza, won at twister (and lost) and lost a coca-cola chugging contest with Eric... :( haha...

May 20th, 2004

09:46 pm
This week hasn't been all that great... kind of depressing actually!

+ Steph's birthday yesterday!
- learning that TC will not be coming back next year.
- watching JG cry
+ maybe Jamaica w/ Marissa this summer!
- learning of yet another death
- procrastinating so miserably on all my ISU's and homework
- not smart enough to skip music and go home.
+ Wendy's tomorrow!
- Damn parent's not letting me go to dance tomorrow because they "said so".
- needing money ever so badly!
- forgetting that I need to do something for Julie's birthday tomorrow... SHIT!
+ long weekend coming up
+ advancing well on my 10k training
- ditched ryan this evening
+ mike's wonderful cookies!
+ KD for supper!
- no popcorn in the house!
- too lazy to go jogging!
- relationship with parents going even more downhill...

May 15th, 2004

07:43 pm
Well Leadership Camp was an amazing amount of fun! This year we went to a place called "Red Pine Camp" which was about 2 hours away from MHS. Turns out me and Wendums were waiting on the *wrong* side of the school so we got on a separate bus from most other people, and it was so hot and our bus had no a/c! On the way there Wendy spent most of the time explaining to me the first 5 seasons of Buffy the Vampire Slayer so that I'm up to date for her Buffy/Angel partay!

Well so we get there and assemble for group icebreaking activities and then are sorted out into our 80's cartoon themed groups which were: The Ghostbusters (white) Carebears (Yellow), Teenage Mutant Ninga Turtles(Green), The Chipmunks(Red) and finally my group, Captain Planet (Blue). We also found out our cabins, mine being cabin 4 with Steph and some other azn chick who ended up switching places with Joan. So we ate, and let me tell you the food there was amazing! Every single meal was delishious and they literally fed you every 2 hours! Hot Breakfasts, 3 course dinners, everything!It was fantastic! We then did some low ropes group activities, the log thing with Mr. Boudreault, Climbing wall with mr Mo, Spider Web with Mrs Hough. Then we came back after it started thundering and played some Tetherball... now Tetherball was the hit game at LC (besides the cup game which Eric so kindly taught me) I was never really good at tether ball but I can beat the odd person so it's all good. hmm... we ate more and made up a cheer, Scotty being our finale "The Power is Yours!" Had some small group activities after supper and then played some frisbee inbetween. Joan came to our cabin that night and read to us from her book entitled "Girls are weird" Now fess up, which of you used to make your barbie dolls have sex when you were younger? Well apparenly everyone cause according to Joan's novel... "Barbie has a soft spot between her breasts that is the perfect size for a thumb to fit in to give her the maximal postion, and Ken has a very defined ass that looks great in swimming trunks, Barbie's legs are difficult to open so you need to jam Ken in somewhere between."

So next day Liz and Wendy rush into our cabin to wake us up SOOO early... *blah* so we go down for a wonderful breakfast, more learning and group activities and then we played a great game of Capture the Flag! Now great is actually a really strong word considering 2/3rds of our team spent over 45 minutes in jail... the damn white kids would not stop guarding us, at any given time they had about 6 people watching over the jail so noone could ever come free us, anyways we end up making a human chain and "Party Boy" came and freed us! Went for a run for Fitness class during the day,(got pulled out of class while we were working on the skit)and I was proud of myself for making the effort although some people... *cough cough* Liz! *cough cough* chose to be lazy and not come. Mad a LEGO man and the Planeteers finsished oh so nicely! Then we came back and ate some more and then we did a trust walk to the bonfire where we performed the skits. Mostly making fun of Jane for her Psychiatrist game Thursday night..."Do you eat cantalope with cream?" "Honestly guys am I doing it right? I sooo don't get this!", and making fun of Jordan for never shutting up with his guitar, and of course the Senior Leaders and Monsieur Boudreault. Mr Mo, Mr Waselnuk and Mr. Anderson wrote a really cute song about leadership camp and sang it, then we came back, hung out some more and then went to bed. Joan snuck into our cabin once again, she is such a cool person! I never really knew her but I like her soo much after spending a great deal of time with her, her being in my group and all. Yah so hopefully me and her will continue being friends but anyways so we finally got to sleep using this wonderful deivice of mine involving a coat hanger to turn off the so far away light since I was too lazy :)

Final day, in the wee hours of the morning we are interupted by the "Grad Train"... grrr they stomp into our room singing soooo loudly and dancing around trying to wake us up at what must have been 6 oclock in the morn!!! So we fell back to sleep and soon later were awakened by Liz and Wendy who, again dragged us out of bed. more group activities, finished signing warm fuzzies in Wendy's cabin eating her delishious cookies! System wasn't as great as last year but still a cheery word is always nice, so we were given these immense tasks of organizing a huge event (mine was MHS Fashion Show) in a single hour. It was insane trying to get everything done but it worked well all the same! So we ate lunch, had some free time and then came back for a scavenger hunt, objective was to find as many ballons as possible of your colour, I proudly brought back the first balloon :) Didn't help though cause Captain Planet still lost :( It came down to a tie betweem the Chipmunks, Ninja Turtles and Carebears and the Chipmunks took it home in a Tetherball tourney, which handed Eric bragging rights :( So we ate more and then mounted the bus to go home, this time it was one single bus but noone did much talking since we were all crazy tired! We read our Warm Fuzzies and got some sleep...

Dad picked me up at school, we went to Best Buy where I bought Looney Tunes DVD and wacthed some of that, eating even more food and yeah. Had to decline to go to JG's partay cause there was no way I could possibly stay awake or eat any more food!

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May 11th, 2004

10:04 pm
I love Day 4's, no Lister :)Well today we got last period off, yay :)Went to Montana's with the gang and I shared Nachos with Wendy and Julie, they were so tasty! I'm totally pissed at my procrastinating... I need to finish all my ISU's before LC but I'm not doing a very good job at getting them done :( And I was supposed to go running today but of course I didn't, so my plan is to wake up at 5 tomorrow morning and run, that won't happen either. I'm gonna be in so much shit once the 10k comes along, I haven't been going to class very often and have done so little running. I'm in no way prepared. South Park episode of the day was the one where Starvin' Marvin flies a spaceship to live on Marglar with the help of Sally Struthers, and then the CBC try to turn it into a Christian planet... hahaha love that show. I wanna go to Costa Rica next year but that will not happen cause there is no way my parents will pay. There are all these places being built by my house and so hopefully I'll be able to get a job at one of them so I can put aside some money for school trips, definately something in Grade 12 if not next year. I wanna go on a Disney Cruise for Grad!:)

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May 4th, 2004

09:45 pm
Dracula with Keanu Reeves is on tonight, haha yes! It's late though so I will be real tired in the morning :( I baked cookies this afternoon and helped my Dad study for his Firearms Safety test.... haha now he definately owes me one... I helped him for like 2 hours yesterday and then 2 hours today... and it's multiplechoice! I feel super confident that I could write it and pass it if I wanted to! Mediocrely hard science test today... I had to write it in a grade 12 class room and I couldn't concentrate cause the idiots were fighting and throwing stationary across the room! How obscene! Anyone going to Leadership Camp on Thursday? I am :) muahaha.... :)I'm so excited!

My heart goes out to you Karen :(

April 28th, 2004

06:43 pm
Last night I finally watched Matrix Revolutions! Did you know that it takes Trinity 4 minutes to die? insane huh? I went shopping for candy today! Bought so much! mmmm!!! 17 dollars worth :) haha You had better bring you fair share Julie or i'll murder you! I bought EVERYTHING! I love BulkBarn... I hope I never go back though :S I even bought chocolate covered coffee beans! muahaha... mom is yelling for me to go pack so I'll brag later, aurevoir.

April 26th, 2004

10:44 pm
Band this morning, woohoo! I actually woke up early enough to take the bus which was wonderful for a change :) Tomorrow I can sleep in until 6... yay :) haha omy gosh Dr Phil is coming to the Ottawa Congress Centre to do some seminar... at over $300 a ticket... and my dad is going with his work! I mean he doesn't even like him, meanwhile he is like my idol and I can't go! Life is most unfair :( Boston Band soon and I literally am beaming I'm so excited! I won sooo many games of minesweeper flags today, oh my logic is sooo good :) I understood Lister's lesson today, yeah he taught us something :O! The OC was sooo good tonight! ahh.. summer and seth are back together! I'm so happy! and looks like Marissa and Ryan might break up again, YES! haha Theresa is carrying his baby perhaps... ooh scandalous... what a TRASHY show eh? I love it though hehe... little guilty pleasure!
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12:33 am - I can't sleep!
I went to bed a couple hours ago and cannot sleep! grrr... band tomorrow (or today rather), I can't afford to be tired! I think I'm overly excited about Boston. I hope it doesn't dissapoint me lol. I love any chance to get away from school and family though, spending a few days hanging out with friends sounds like a total blast! Hmm.. I'd make coffee but I'm sure the kettle would wake up mother and father. If they come down, I'm murdered :S I should get a head start on my English ISU due Wednesday, I'm writing about how French Immersion students are so much smarter than English folks. Should be controversial since I believe me and Steph are the only frenchies in our English class... anyways I'm gonna go watch LOTR.
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